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The call of the wild

Escrito por: Terr

19-04-2024
1109 palabras
When you are a teenager, you think you are unique in the world, whether in your fortune or your misfortune. When you enter adulthood, you want to be just another one, blending into the mass of prefabricated models. I've always just wanted to be me.

Let's go back. It's not always easy to accept oneself. As a bisexual, I went through my process. As a dominant, it took me a little longer.

This is the story of the relationship that led me to BDSM.

I have character. Contrary to what people think, it's not about being rude or impolite; no self-respecting man would be proud of that. Rather, for me, it's about being clear about what one wants and using the necessary means to achieve it. Achieving things has always been my specialty.

This path of self-discovery begins when you're young and, like everyone else, understanding life as a social contest. Very intuitively, I realized that I wasn't motivated by the same things as others. I needed more.

My turning point came in college. Let's set aside the academic training. I discovered that vice was real and not just one of those things you see in internet videos that we're supposedly supposed to be ashamed of. There I met Manuel. He was gay, and despite his shyness, he spoke openly about his sexuality with other classmates. There was a sense of liberation that I hadn't felt before. Straight guys are more uptight about these topics.

Manuel gave me my first satisfactory blowjob, one of those where you think, "No way, is it really like this?" The female gender does not come out well when facing a true cock sucker, and most gays are just that. From our first time, in the street, at night, and in a hurry, we moved on to regular and furtive encounters. Twice a week, I used his mouth to relieve myself. We never went further nor talked about feelings. It was a fair agreement: I wanted to relieve myself; he swallowed my load.

Over time, I realized that he had fallen in love with me, but it was convenient for me that the relationship didn’t progress. I didn’t like him for that, but he planted the seed that would bloom in the future. My path wasn't conventional. My path was with men like Manuel, compliant, who let themselves be used without asking for anything in return.

Skipping ahead and overlooking several relationships, we arrive at my experience with Miguel. He was the first person with whom I acted as a dominant, though he wasn't exactly submissive.

Let's get to the point. I was in my early twenties and had survived several heartbreaks. I had experienced a bit of everything, from one-night stands to app encounters. I had already decided that, despite being bisexual, I was primarily interested in men, whom I found more hedonistic. And on one of those apps, I found him.

On paper, I loved him. Bear body, hairy, big. A calm person with similar interests to mine. And in sex, compliant. We met for a beer, and ended up at his pla...
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