The noise of the waves of the sea that crept through the window of my room at the Estepona Palace pulled me out of that nightmare. I dreamed that the rich guy brought more than 10 men to my room and forced me to sleep with all of them whether I wanted to or not, I had felt quite scared and disgusted, I asked for help but he didn't listen and kept forcing me to do it. Now awake and calmer, I reconsidered the request he had made to me the night before: on one hand, it turned me on that he decided with whom I should have sex, but on the other hand, that guy scared me. It was a strange feeling, the rich guy had me totally mesmerized but at the same time I didn't trust him, I saw him as quite unstable. I checked the time on my phone, it was 10:30 in the morning. I had a WhatsApp notification, it was him: "good morning kid, be ready for 5pm in the room." I replied "ok" but very unconvinced. I decided to block my thoughts and go down to the beach. The sun was already doing its job and I had achieved a beautiful tan, I took a selfie to send to a friend who had sent me a photo from a cove in Menorca. I took the photo without much effort but the truth is that I looked very handsome. I thought about posting it on Instagram stories but I thought that would upset the rich guy so I didn't, instead I kept sunbathing and listening to great songs on my Spotify.

By 3 in the afternoon, I had grown tired of the beach so I moved my things to the pool area of the hotel. I sat at one of the resort's beach bars and ordered something to eat, all the tables around me were occupied by couples chatting animatedly and sharing food, which made me feel very lonely and longing to do the same with my guy. Insecurities about what he had asked me the night before quickly returned. In reality, I didn't feel like being with others, I wanted to be with him, to only be his... I decided to send him a message: "I miss you... What are you doing?" I had gotten sentimental, my goal was to hint that I didn't want to have sex with others, that I was satisfied and content with him only. But I didn't have time as he replied instantly "Do you miss me or did you get horny watching guys on the beach? How many dicks did you raise?" His response angered me a lot, I was touched thinking about being alone with him and he treated me like crap, I was about to give him a piece of my mind. I decided to take a dip in the pool to avoid starting an argument. I swam several laps and when I returned to the sun lounger I was somewhat calmer and ready to let him know that I wanted to be with him exclusively, that he didn't have to worry. I grabbed my phone and saw that I had a call. Could it have been him apologizing? Soon I was disappointed, the call was from Pablo. What would he want now? It wasn't normal for him to call me. I figured he must still be turned on by the flirting from the day before so I was going to ignore him and write to the rich guy when I received a WhatsApp from Pablo: "call me wh...