When you harm another, it is necessary to do so in such a way that it is impossible for them to take revenge.

-Nicolás Maquiavelo

Well, my name is Daniel, I dedicate myself to martial arts and I am a sports teacher. Regarding what interests me, I suppose it is domination; I am fascinated by being controlled through my unconscious and remembering everything the next day. Well, about my experience, let me tell you my story.

It all started the day I broke up with my then-boyfriend Javier. That day, he had prepared a surprise for me with candles and flowers, something very lovely, to be honest, but that made me feel guilty because during that month I had been cheating on him with another guy. In the end, I confessed that I had slept with a teacher I met in a pedagogy course four times, and as expected, he took it badly; he finished things while shouting and kicked me out of his house. The following night, I received a message from him that said, "I'm sorry for reacting that way; I really doubt I can continue dating you, but I would like to propose going to therapy to handle the breakup in the best way possible. I wouldn’t want us to end up as nothing after being so close." I was really happy to read the message because it seemed like he was at least on the path to forgiving me, but it was nothing further from reality. When we went to see Luis, a psychologist friend of his, we talked about many things that needed to be said, and everything seemed to be going in a good direction. It was then that Luis proposed doing a hypnosis exercise to put ourselves in the place of each other. I now remember that he said:

-Breathe deeply, inhale and exhale; each breath makes you feel more and more relaxed. Feel how your body becomes more and more numb with each deeper breath. Imagine that your mind is a swimming pool full of water; your thoughts, ideas, worries, and feelings are dissolved there. You are at the bottom, under the pressure of the water; it suffocates you and doesn't allow you to breathe. Now the pool is emptying; little by little, each thought, each idea, each worry, and each emotion disappears, and it makes you feel good because now you can breathe freely. Your mind is empty; there is no will, no complex thoughts, no stress. Now, you will allow me to fill that swimming pool with new ideas and thoughts, and you will calmly float over them; it will make you feel good, and you won’t need to think or worry because I will do it for you. From now on, you will empty your mind every time I say the word Tsuchigumo; you will allow me to fill it with new ideas that will make you feel good, and you will let me take control. I will count from ten, and your mind will reset without remembering anything you did while under my control. Ten…nine…eight…seven…six…five…four…three…two…one…wake up.

I didn't remember the span of time in which the hypnosis was supposed to happen, but I didn't feel particula...