Risks of being a novice submissive (2): Stories of fistspain (1.3.2)

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2.- X Cinema, Seville:

I started going to Seville early on, making up excuses to my parents, they trusted me, I wasn't a drinker, I've always been more into soft drinks and eating a lot, haha, I used to go camping with friends and girlfriends, when that type of camping was allowed, especially in the Sierra de Cádiz, which was just a few kilometers from where I lived, and since I never caused any problems, they trusted me, if they knew what I was really up to, without anyone knowing, so far away, sexually surrendering to strangers, to how many campsites I supposedly went to during those years, without even setting foot in the Sierra, haha, later I discovered the pleasure of using others, of dominating them, although in reality, being submissive, it was me who was using them for my own pleasure, I was the one controlling their desires, although you can't always control those who aren't mentally stable.

More than 100 kilometers from my house, more than an hour by train or bus, and without anyone knowing, I would hook up in cruising spots, back then I didn't know the gay scene, I would go during the day and return at night by train or bus, deserted areas, parks, station restrooms, etc., and I would go to the homes of unknown men or get into their cars to a secluded spot.

First, I would go during the day on a Saturday or Sunday, I didn't know the gay scene, and being very young, they wouldn't have let me in anyway, on Amor de Dios street, there was an X cinema, later I found out that next to it was the old Itaca disco, which over the years was moved to a different location and no longer seemed as seedy to me as it had in my vice-ridden beginnings, or maybe it was because I was looking for something stronger, surely it was for that reason, I wanted something more than a dark room and music to have vice-ridden encounters.

The X cinema was quite run-down, dirty, with many movies featuring men with normal, somewhat ugly bodies, fucking women with good bodies, and it was full of men during the day, most of them married, who went without their wives finding out, they got married and all they had done was enter the great closet of marriage and then looked for what they really liked, and that was fucking with other men, but, of course, they called themselves straight, haha, it amuses me when young people say they're straight and look for other straight men to fuck, I think they should look up the definition, haha.

In the X cinema, this was the theme all day, almost all of them were mature and some hot young guys like me, being tall and big, they didn't usually ask for my age to enter, or they pretended not to notice so as to attract more mature clientele with so many young, vice-ridden guys, here they were pleasant at the door, I suppose they did it for business or also understood, there was always a ...