Short but intense

There are times when something can last only a short while but at the same time be so intense that you're left wanting more.
Although it wasn't the first time we spoke, you have always made me feel something special when I contact you; you give me a very hot and dominant vibe, too masculine, that pushes me to the limit. Every time you asked me for an order I obeyed it without complaining or anything like that. If everything was going well, what could go wrong? Well, fighting against your demons and having them win, incapacitating and weakening you, and the little vitality/sanity you have left going to flatter someone. I'm not at my best moment, but I hope later I can continue serving if you feel like it, and if not, then I'll find someone else, it's okay. You never gave me the chance to close this cycle with you, and I've spent it with a burning pain in my chest, with my words stuck without being able to say anything, all for waiting for your call that never came. I know I'm just a drop in your sea of slaves, but I think even you knew how passionate and devoted I am. That won't change. I would have wished to go further, but I've already reached my limit and I want to rest. Maybe it's somewhat selfish on my part because of this traditional roles thing, but I'm not in condition to continue with this for now. I wish you the best, and if you're reading this, thank you, I had a great time with you, Master A.