Spiritual Retreats - Chapter 12

Lunchtime arrived, and one way or another I had to head to the dining room. I left my room fearfully, and when I arrived I found much of the group already seated. Víctor, Luis, David, and the other guys who had taken advantage of what El Edén offered were already eating lunch as if nothing had happened, completely calm, while I was still nervous about the encounter that morning with Sebastián, who was already seated next to David. I could conclude that they were two guys cut from the same cloth and were starting to get along well, but when he noticed my presence, I saw him lower his head in shame and continue eating. At that moment I felt like a bit of a winner; I had managed to dominate that homophobic little macho. I spotted a table where Esteban and Manuel were sitting alone, and strategically I sat there. I wanted to find out more about what had happened in the bathroom after I left.

When I sat down, I felt these two guys’ nervousness. I tried to calm them with a friendly greeting. I waited for my lunch to be served, and before I could say a word, Esteban began telling me: “Bro, what happened in the bathroom was very strange for both of us. Seeing our lifelong friend there, subdued, putting up no resistance and enjoying sex with another guy, raised a lot of questions for us. It’s clear to us that this place has forced us to experience many things we never would have imagined before, but up until that moment everything had been forced by Carlos, whereas what happened in the bathrooms, although it had the same tone, we saw in Sebastián an attitude of enjoyment, especially when he sucked our cocks. The two of us never imagined reaching that point, but there was something of a grievance toward our friend in that ‘forcing’ him to suck us off and cum on his face. We felt there was a certain payback because, like it or not, we ended up in this situation thanks to the decisions Sebastián had forced us to make, promising to protect us and never delivering.” I interrupted them, told them I understood, and that I had also taken advantage of the moment as payback for Sebastián’s arrogant attitude and insults. They ended up thanking me for putting their friend in his place and asked me to help them create the opportunity for them to get back at him more severely for everything he had made them experience in that place. I tried to tell them it seemed difficult and somewhat risky, especially because, up to that moment, that kind of action wasn’t in my DNA, but that the situation attracted me a lot and therefore I would try to help them. They thanked me again and offered to repay the favor however I wanted. That last part stuck with me, and I told them I’d think of something. We were in the middle of that conversation when everyone in the place was interrupted by Carlos and his monitors, announcing that in the afternoon we would go out to see the subdivision where El Edén was located, some of the farms in the area, the sport...