Deflowered

The way we passive faggots are deflowered says a lot about our future. If it is done gently and with time, it makes you submissive and devoted; you could say they are fucked.

If it is done with brutality and dehumanizing you, it turns you into an animal or a worthless thing; in that case they do not fuck us, they bugger us.

That was my case. I met Goyo, my first male, while cruising. I started by sucking his dick, a 22 cm monster, thick and veiny.

Goyo was Spanish, white, a cook by trade, wiry and rough-looking. A real bastard in bed.

We went to his house, I got undressed and was sucking his cock until it was very hard and suddenly, without lubricant, he shoved it into me up to the balls.

You have probably heard that, in those cases, first you feel the pain and then the pleasure comes. Do not believe it. The pain is unbearable, as if a red-hot iron were being driven into you. Goyo did not flinch at my pain, he pumped hard and came copiously. He pulled it out and made me clean it with my tongue.

He treated me brutally, as if I were trash. He made me get dressed and threw me out of his house; I did not matter. I was with him for 3 months and he always buggered me the same way, I was just the faggot, he never saw me as a human being.

Since then I am a slave who only seeks to be buggered, I have never felt like a man again.