The Polish Dog

Nowastudnia, Poland, February 2009.

Kacper Kaczmarek, 14 years old, a somewhat chubby teenager with deeply blue eyes, has just discovered his "Ciemna strona'" (his dark side).

Until then, he had not been aware that this exists in every human being. It is where "the evil one resides" within each person's mind.

Two weeks earlier, the priest of Nowastudnia had discovered Kacper playing a game of self-discovery with another schoolmate. Kacper was not innocent and was aware that those hidden games he played with some of his classmates were reprehensible. However, with this particular boy, he felt that they were something more than just the result of secretly looking at naked pictures of men and women in a magazine that his friend had stolen.

The boy had no idea what the priest had told his parents. His father had told him that the priest had said he saw in Kacper a young, intelligent, and capable boy, called by nature to the priesthood, and that he was going to start giving him classes to begin his formation. At that moment, Kacper lowered his head, unable to look at his parents, who were so proud of their son for receiving such a good opinion.

In reality, the only thing Kacper dared to beg of ksiądz Piotr (Father Peter) after the first lesson was that his parents not find out the true reason for Father Peter's interest in him.

It didn't stop at those long interrogation sessions by the priest, in which he tried to delve into Kacper's adolescent mind to find the origin of sin. These were followed by religious readings that Kacper didn't understand, and repeated prayers...

Those litanies soon gave way to nights spent almost naked in the cold winter air, which his 'savior' used to try to correct those unnatural habits. Later, the tests became more severe. It was Father Peter himself who showed Kacper some of those magazines, encouraging him to look at the images and asking him morbidly which bodies attracted him more. Then, when the young boy couldn't hide his erection, Father Peter dragged him by the arm to the patio, where he poured several buckets of icy water over him, while ordering him to repeat "I am a sinner" over and over again.

Until the night he forced Kacper to undress, masturbate on his knees with his back to him, while his cassock moved, hiding his hand as he agitated his genitals with ferocity.

The order was given that Kacper should warn Father Peter seconds before reaching orgasm, and the boy did so, convinced that 'the evil one', which drove him to desire men, would leave his body and cleanse his "ciemna strona".

Then, along with one of the most intense orgasms he had ever felt, and would never feel again, a sudden and unexpected lash struck his back, a pain he had never known before.

It was the first lash, followed by several more, with the corresponding result on his back and buttocks, a searing and unbearable heat that spread through hi...