My first time

This story was already published a while back, but it seems to have been lost. I'm retaking it to put you in the context of my experiences:

This is a true story

My first time was with someone older than me, who was twice my age. He was 38. I was young, unaware, innocent, quite confused about my sexuality, and very horny. I had been fantasizing about being with a guy for a while. In fact, I had already had some previous encounters with a second cousin and a friend while we were masturbating. A typical topic, let's say. But I had never been with any guy or girl, and it was summer, and I was willing to lose my virginity.

The thing is that I met a guy I didn't know at all. I contacted him through an ad in a newspaper. You can imagine, I was very nervous, and at least three times I was about to regret it and leave. In fact, since there were no mobile phones, we agreed to meet at the Metro entrance.

When I saw him, to be honest, I didn't like him much; he wasn't very handsome, but he had a hypnotic voice, and he was bigger and stronger than me, so I felt like I was being drawn in without knowing how to say no.

We went to his house. He lived in a typical tiny apartment in a corrala, on the top floor, an attic with only one room that served as a living room, dining room, kitchen, and bedroom. The bed was separated from the rest by a curtain. We climbed the stairs (there was no elevator), and as I was going up, my heart was beating stronger and stronger. I was thinking, "God, what am I doing?" and also "I'd love to rub against his body." I was a mess of contradictions.

As soon as we entered, he offered me a drink, we sat down, chatted... he was very kind, and with his melodic and hypnotic voice, he was telling me things about his life and asking me about mine... When I told him that I had never been with anyone, he smiled with a strange glint in his eyes and asked me if I had ever put anything in my ass while he was getting closer and starting to caress my thigh. He was very direct, and it shocked me that he took this step, but then I thought, "Dude, you came for what you came for, what did you expect?"

I told him that sometimes I had put fingers and pencils in my ass... he stood up, positioned himself in front of me (with his package at the height of my face), and said, "How cute... but this is not a pencil, sweetie." And he pulled down his pants. I was already crazy, like a bitch in heat, and I didn't think twice. I started caressing his cock through his underwear and giving kisses and nibbles without taking it out of his underwear. He laughed and took my chin with his hand and pulled me away, looking me in the eye and saying, "Come, sweetie, let's go to bed."

In bed, we undressed slowly; it was very affectionate, and I was surprised by the intimacy we had reached in just a few minutes of knowing each other. We rubbed and caressed each other. He had a hard and thick cock, not very b...