I have never been penetrated.

It's been days since I've been alone at home and I haven't stopped thinking about how to get the right person to penetrate me. I've spent nights thinking, until I finally understood that I wasn't looking for the right person, but rather someone who is somewhat attractive, but what they must have is a rock-hard cock. Although I'm the master, I force him to penetrate me. The harder he does it, which I'll ask for loudly, the harder I'll penetrate him. I'm not just going to penetrate him, I'll put him on all fours, grab his hair, and hit him. I need him to cry and cry. At first, he might think it's because of the blows, but no, it's because of how hard I'm thrusting my cock into him. His screams and moans, each one louder than the last, excite me until I finally explode. Yes, explode, but while he's still on all fours, I hold him down with force, turn him around, and shoot all my semen into his mouth, to the point where the slave chokes, and can't stop crying. We're done, and I leave. I leave him lying there, crying, but as he lifts his head, he gives me a look that says: thank you, that's what I wanted.