Preparing my first session with my new Master

It's been a while since I've had a Master, and that makes me feel like something is missing.

Some time ago, the profile Latigazos got in touch with me, and we've been talking for a long time, but due to work and distance, we haven't been able to meet yet.

I have to admit that initially, his nickname intimidated me, it sounded like extreme pain, and it's something I'm not prepared for yet.

But little by little, we've been talking, and I've gained confidence and felt comfortable. For now, He doesn't want me to call Him Master or Sir until we meet, so I do as He says and talk to Him in an informal way, although sometimes it's difficult for me.

Lately, we've been talking more, and the truth is that when I'm talking to Him, I feel very at ease, like I haven't felt in a long time.

Talking to Him makes me feel free and be myself, He commands respect, but I feel good, although I keep thinking about whether I'll be able to fulfill His expectations the day we meet, because so far I've only tried cbt and some spank, and I always have the fear of not being up to His standards.

Since I live in an apartment with very thin walls, I told Him we couldn't meet there in case I ended up screaming (He already told me that's what will happen) so He told me (or at least that's what I understood) to find a place, and that's what I've done, it's a place that even has a cross for Him to enjoy my body more.

Due to my work, I don't know if we'll be able to meet this week or the next, but I'm eager for that moment to arrive.

While waiting for that moment, a week ago He told me not to cum, and I've been doing that, and as He likes it, without needing a cage. The truth is that when I talk to Him, I get excited, but at no moment do I think about masturbating, and when we meet, my balls will be full, although they'll still be full after meeting, since that will depend on what He wants.

In addition to not cumming, I also can't meet with anyone, but the desire to meet Him surpasses the desire to meet others.

He's already told me that I should dress elegantly (I'll wear a suit) and that I shouldn't wear any underwear that's not masculine, so I'll wear my best boxers. He's also told me not to call Him Sir or talk to Him in a formal way until the day of our meeting approaches, and although it's difficult for me, I continue to address Him informally.

Today He told me that if after meeting, I preferred to go and cum or meet someone or continue without cumming, and I didn't hesitate, if He wants it, I'll continue without cumming.

I'll keep you updated on how everything goes.

By the way, I've written this account because He told me to.

Greetings