Discovering my piggy side

I'm 52 now but I'm my earlier years perhaps I tried to hide or surprise my dark sexual desires.
When I was a younger man early before I could go to gay venues I used to feel really turned on by two dirty farmers in the village where I lived everyone in the village know these two smelly farmers just because of the smell of farm shit on their wellies and clothes etc.
I was mad about them and I fancied them big time I used to wish I could have sex with them but it remained a fantasy sadly.
One day I was near their farm and the Toyota hi lux pick up was there with the door open I still remember that cracked dirty leather seats in the pick up and I went for it I licked those seats for ages it was such a great feeling I would have loved to deep rim the farmers arses but licking the seats was better than nothing.
Later on I was in Dublin at a gay sauna and I met an English man we had great filthy sex in the cubicle he asked me what do you like ? I was backward at telling him at first about the farmers etc but I told what I liked to rimming, licking smelly armpits, taking piss etc anyway he said do you know what you are? I said what he said your a dirty bastard that's what you are he then said don't try to hide it just enjoy being a dirty bastard or piggy if that's what you like I said that's great he then said he was going to piss all over me I said go for it he socked me in piss and on my face too I adored him for doing it.
From that day on I felt really happy with my primal piggy side I love to rim especially guys with shit on their lovely holes yummy 😋.