There I was in my maturity. In the barn, there were 4 gentlemen around 75 years old whom I had met a few minutes earlier. They were like 4 angels who were going to put everything in its place.

Due to a very complex relationship that you will understand in these chapters, justice was finally going to be served to the person they had in the center of them. Immobilized on a table, tied and naked. His body was a divine blessing, he was 67 years old, the perfect body for me. Chubby with strong and round arms and hands, a potbelly and fleshy chest, beautiful feet, wide and with chubby toes; and above all, legs that I had never seen on a man with similar Roman columns. Then, large, round, and perfect testicles. A cock that, since I saw it many years earlier, had always been present in my fantasies.

There was no gag in his mouth, so his constant requests for forgiveness, his pleas, and supplications could be heard perfectly, but it was too late to forgive, and they had to continue. As the 4 gentlemen said, "it was too late".

The fact that everything he said could be heard was not a problem because we were in a barn belonging to a farm kilometers away from the nearest town, and one of the gentlemen said that was better because his words and pleas would also be etched in his memory forever.

I was supposed to be shocked by that scene, but it wasn't like that. I was going to lose the MASTER who, with his cruelty and imagination, had made me experience so many moments in the last years of my life that, far from being unpleasant, always ended up provoking in me the greatest morbid curiosity and pleasure that a person can feel after a few days.

A new stage was opening that was going to be just as morbid, or even more so, and I will tell you about it when we get to it.

To understand everything I'm saying, we have to go back many years, to my adolescence and the discovery of sex and how it was forged in me.

It was the year 1984, I never questioned my sexuality or worried about it, because I felt that stomach contraction for the first time at 5 years old, and the most serious one, which I am still in contact with, at 10 years old. I was attracted to girls!!!

At 15, I already had my girlfriends (I still hadn't fucked any of them, but that would come with time, and I wasn't worried).

The boys didn't say anything to me, and everything was going, let's say... normally.

At that age, one day when we had Gym class at school, as we were changing at the end, I came across an image that marked my whole life.

I saw a classmate, chubby and strong, naked, who already had all his hair on his genitals and hair on his belly and chest, and I was left impacted. I had never noticed the others, but this chubby boy was a few months ahead of everyone.

I went back into the locker room and came out again to see him once more. I had never felt anything like that in my life, except w...