At five in the morning, David and I crossed the ranch to milk the cows. I don't have farm clothes, so David gave me a pair of his brother's pants that are too big and keep falling down as I walk. The climate on the farm is hot, and we both wear simple sleeveless shirts. David looks at me disapprovingly when I finish getting dressed, picks up a piece of rope from the floor, and ties it around my waist like a belt, making me feel like a little boy. He tightens it well and we both head out of the house towards the building where the cows are. Although it's a small farm, they have the equipment for modern milking: they have 50 cows that we work on for the next four hours. Fabian told me that his father inherited the farm in its best years and that little by little he lost it, now his brother David has been in charge for fifteen years and the farm seems to be prospering. We spend the morning milking the cows, David doesn't talk to me except to give me orders and tell me what to do. He's a rough man, I don't know his age but he must be under 33, very tall and very muscular. He has huge biceps and giant hands with which he skillfully manipulates the equipment. His pecs are large and firm, he's white and hairless on his chest, his abdomen is strong and bulging with muscles, he must be at least 1.80 meters tall. His features are fine, his nose thin, his eyes bright and small, he has a baby face and a man's body. But he's not a pleasant man at all, he's rude, harsh, and behaves like an animal - "how ironic I think" - an animal that milks animals. I feel tired after the milking, I still miss Fabian, my boyfriend, who died just a few days ago. I came to his house for the funeral and to leave some money that Fabian left me to use on the farm - "don't let David touch it" - he warned me before he died - "invest it yourself" - he added. Since I don't know anything about farms and cows, I asked Fabian's mother to let me get to know a bit... to know how to fulfill Fabian's last wish. "You shouldn't have come" David tells me gruffly, sitting down next to me, taking off his sleeveless shirt to wipe his face and body with a wet towel. "I had to come to deliver the money" I respond coldly and fearfully, I'm smaller in build and stature than David, I don't want problems with him. "You came to say goodbye to your boyfriend, don't be stupid" David says in a annoyed tone. I don't respond, he's right, the trip is also a mourning. "My mom shouldn't know anything about you" David warns me. "I won't tell her" I respond very seriously. "But she senses it, she's not stupid!" David says, raising his voice. "But I won't tell her" I also raise my voice so as not to be left behind. "You've already said goodbye, leave!" David orders me - "yesterday was the funeral and we buried him yesterday, but I won't leave" - I respond annoyed - "I promised Fabian that I would invest some money he gave me in the farm" - "Give it to me and leave!" David orders me, standing up in front of me, faci...