Part of my life was with mom since dad, mom never spoke to me about, only that he died in an accident, where I learned to see life in another way.

Mom sold her body to gentlemen on the street and sometimes brought men to her room where I heard the moans of pain and pleasure, and that gave me crazy ideas about sex.

One day she arrived with two tall and strong men at home and sent me to play video games near home, where I went happily, but in the end, it was closed that day, and that's where I returned and entered silently until I saw in the living room that they were on the large furniture in the living room doing a double penetration to mom with enormous cocks, seeing everything in detail since at the entrance, everything could be seen in detail, that excited me immensely to see those huge cocks entering and leaving mom's ass and vagina, I entered silently and fell asleep in my room with ideas of sex in my mind.

In my mind, I wanted to be fucked like my mom, I walked naked inside the house, and I liked to look at my naked ass, formed and round in the mirror; that gave me crazy ideas of love; until at 16 years old, mom got mortally ill and her older sister had to come with her son, my cousin Darwin, 19 years old, my aunt settled in mom's room to take care of her, and my cousin in my bed next to me, who was quiet and didn't talk much to me.

One night I saw my cousin get out naked, and I saw his beautiful cock, it wasn't big, but it attracted me and gave me the urge to get close to touch it and suck it; the temptation was strong.

One night I went to shower and came back naked and lay down next to him, sticking my naked ass to his legs, when suddenly I felt the bulge grow and rub my ass, and I felt his fleshy cock in my anus without realizing it,

He turned me around and kissed me with a lot of passion, which I accepted with his rich kisses, like in the novels we always watched at home, when suddenly I felt that he brought his cock close to my mouth and asked me to suck it, which I did until he came in my mouth, feeling his semen inside me for the first time; I asked him to penetrate me, but he told me we would do it when I turn 17 years old, since there were about 2 weeks left at that time.

We did that routine every day, although I longed to feel his cock inside my ass.

He always told me: you are my love, and I liked his caresses, hugs, and kisses, it was very beautiful what I experienced, perhaps due to the need for love; but it was a very beautiful stage since my cousin always took care of me and made me feel protected and pampered: until on the day of my birthday, mom died, and it was the greatest pain I had in my life, since I never forget the date of her death and always remember it with sadness and pain.