I have discarded heterosexual relationships; they haven't contributed anything to me for a long time. Once you assume that you are better when you give yourself fully, when your purpose is the well-being of someone superior, you can only serve another man.

There is nothing more valuable than an alpha male, men with character, those who protect and build society.

The problem is that those men usually like women, and women often do not match their level; women are selfish by nature. I understand that only another submissive man clearly knows his position, and I have now seen the light. Having the immense luck of being able to have a real man at home, a man to serve in absolutely everything, without arguing, without asking what he is doing or where he is going, total and absolute freedom for him to do what he wants when he wants, knowing that when he gets home, the house is clean, his favorite food is made, he is lovingly helped to take off his clothes, and given all the sex he wants in the way he wants.

Thus, seeing your man sleeping happily, and being immensely happy yourself, because that happiness is your doing.

And you, every time you receive his ejaculations inside of you, the product of the orgasm that is the complete happiness of your male, and you are the one providing it for him, that semen is the greatest reward a submissive man can receive. One must always give thanks.

I have known that heaven and lost it, and I feel empty and sad, but I don't know how to meet anyone. I'm sure there is a dominant man who is alone and would want someone like me by his side, but I have no idea how to meet people, especially in a city like mine.

I hope to find someone one day whom I can make happy and to be happy again myself.