At the age of 13, I was first penetrated, it was one of my stepfather's brothers, he was approximately 38 years old.

When I was 11 years old, my room was changed to a small room above my stepfather's mechanical workshop. At that age, I was already strongly attracted to mature men, and physically, I was thin until I started developing quickly, getting hips, buttocks, and thighs, which is why I wore tight clothing.

I wasn't bought new clothes, so I used pants, underwear, and everything was tight and very worn out from use, almost to the point of tearing.

This caught the attention of one of my stepfather's brothers, a partner in the workshop, who would look at me with depravity. I liked how he observed me, he caught my attention, and I was attracted to him, but I had to control myself because he was family. He started to bother me, when no one was looking, he would touch my buttocks, grope me, slap my buttocks, and say things like "what buttocks you're getting..." and things like that.

When he bothered me, I would get very nervous, I would remain silent, I wouldn't say anything, I've always considered myself serious, shy, and submissive. He kept bothering me for a while until one day he called me to the bathroom, when I arrived, he had his pants down, and he was masturbating.

He asked me to suck him, he took my head and brought me closer to his penis, and I did it, I started sucking him repeatedly until he came inside my mouth. When he finished, he zipped up his pants, telling me "what a faggot you are, you even sucked it" and spat in my face before leaving.

I kept sucking him for almost two years, he was very rough with me, taking me by force, constantly calling me faggot, bitch, and other similar names.

Almost as soon as I turned 13, he arrived at the workshop one night, slightly drunk, and entered my room, waking me up, wanting me to suck him, and I did. I was naked, only wearing a small, tight underwear, when he removed the sheet that covered half of my body, he became frenzied.

With me face down on the bed, he, with one swift motion, pulled down my underwear and removed it, immediately opened my legs, and mounted me. I desired him, I wanted my first time to be with him, so I didn't resist, he quickly unzipped his pants to take out his penis, spat several times on my anus, and started to penetrate me.

I began to feel a lot of pain, so I asked him to stop, but he didn't listen, despite my pleas, he continued until he was fully inside me like a wild animal. I was almost crying from the pain as he penetrated me, telling me "what a delicious butt you have... I've been wanting you... did you think it wouldn't hurt? bitch... now you'll endure it..." and things like that.

The pain was so intense that eventually, I couldn't feel anything, I had lost sensitivity, and he kept penetrating me repeatedly until he came inside me. When he finished, he zipped up his pants,...